hea, my frens.... hea johna, gosh ....u make me miss rico a lot....or rather even more....i spoke to his mom today and i almost cried....i guess cause i miss her company and u guys too.especially uncle dadong.....just sitting here typing i can hear him saying "what are u doing vanessa? is your mama home?...." you know rico's mom....i adai....ur making me miss him more than ever just reading ur entries.....our three yr ann. is on the 23 of april....its sad that i'm not there and i hate it.....

      hea ari, i know this is going to sound really lame....but ur cell # i sort of lost....i wrote all the #'s down on a paper and i lost it....so i really  cannot call anyone now....i could call ur house,but ur hardly ever home....i miss fred ari....i should be coming home soon.....don't worry i'll let u know....hopefully u can make time for me....LOL....sorry jay....LOL! anywaze, what did u do with the rabbit.....i know we are terrible....if i was there the rabbit would have been back at freds.but you know he would neglect it....but not on purpose....its just that he is so busy with school....and rotc....anywaze, today was crazy....i thought we were having a motar attack today....it was crazy....i was getting ready to run  out and head to the bunker.....i'll take a picture of it so u see where i go....its freak'n scary....but it was just a test.....there was something wrong with the mic so....it was said in the middle of the warning that it was just a test....if anything i hate this place i get so paranoid.....these jets fly over our heads everyday and it makes me nervous.....it makes everything shake.....i think thats why the airforce people get spoiled cause they have to deal with all these jets or some kind of aircraft flying over their heads any time of the day.....or maybe its just me....and were in a base of a base of a base....it sounds funny....but were in the center of three rings....that are armored....and of course the middle is where the planes land....its crazy.....lets just say you can walk 150 m from my barracks to the flight line(place where the planes land) and ur right in front of a c130 or something....i don't but i think i would go crazy here.....well, i let u know more later.....

hello my frens....for those of u who still read this....i'm in uzbekistan and it sucks....i  just want to go home to my boyfren  and family.... i miss home .....i miss my close frens especially ari....i don't know but being deployed sucks..... today was the most depressing time of my life..... today my unit had to pick #'s  and it went from 1-50 something.....the higher ur # was the later you go home.....for break.....i just glad that alot  of the older people were asking for high #'s ...... i just cannot wait to come home....i really cannot wait to surprise my boyfren when i come home....i'm just gonna call him from the airport and tell him that i'm there and he needs to come and pick me up.....i cannot wait....i just hope everything is just dandy...when i come home to him....i really miss him....and even his mom's cooking.....this is just between us jona....LOL.... long time huh? don't worry girl i miss u dodo's too! let nening and ernest know that i said hi....and you all better start being good.....LOL! i just read a couple of  ur past and entries.... i adai my fren....u make me miss high school so much.....LOL.....well, i guess i will write more often in this letter now cause i can......till next time......